Well, basically I am a huge chicken - not to mention a procrastinator - and now he is gone and the deal is off and I didn't do it. I know I should have because it totally would have been worth it, but alak and alas I did not, so what do you do eh? I guess I will go on and just suffer with the consequences. So now finals are over and I get to work full time at my job - which is kinda boring. But I will suffer through it like I always do and make the best of my situation. Wish me luck!